I know it’s been a long time since I posted anything and for that I apologize. I signed a contract with my publisher, Wipf and Stock, for a new novel, a tale of spiritual warfare, in the style of Frank Peretti, that takes place during the Bosnian War. I’m hoping to publish by the end of the year. In the meantime, I’ve written a couple of poems while waiting to see my people at the Metropolitan Detention Center in Brooklyn, New York. I hope you enjoy them.
Metropolitan Detention Center
Brooklyn, New York 8/2/23
Below a cloudless, bottomless blue sky,
inside
the linoleum floor,
freshly mopped,
shines under fluorescent bulbs.
The guards are dark and angry today,
as they are most days,
with stern voices and nervous laughs.
There are too few
to cover the cost
and so men stay
locked down,
for no reason,
but,
there aren’t enough eyes to watch them
and the eyes that look do not see.
And so they stew in their mad gloom
and cogitate on their hate
of self,
the higher authorities, and more…
And they wait
to come out of their cells
and breathe,
a little more freely,
and eat, and shower,
and play their games,
and go to court
and plea …
And I wait to see him,
his dark eyes
that can still see some small light of joy
breaking through
the cracks,
to hug him,
heart to heart,
to hear his hope
and despair,
to pray our way
up and out,
to say goodbye again,
and again,
and again.
Ray Lopez
Metropolitan Detention Center Brooklyn, NY December 20, 2023
Surrounded by voices swirling
In the visiting room,
the sound fills the space in my head.
The source, detainees,
mostly young black men,
attorneys,
mostly middle-aged white men,
propel the power,
the energy of noise,
like water rushing
over a falls.
The volume constant,
as intense conversations roll,
in dynamic flow,
male and female,
multiple voices, tone and tenor
in concert.
More detainees pour into the room,
filling the space,
voices rising,
merging into
one indecipherable tongue
but for some laughter.
My mind is in a rowboat,
without oars,
on the edge
of the falls
spinning slowly
around
just sound.
But I won’t look up from this page,
not to be moved by the flesh of others,
just the voices
water rushing over the falls
as my eye settles this boat
on the edge
looking over
water crashing below. Ray Lopez